and if you can do it better than me then you do it

  • skipped my own pity party
    to take a selfie with his dick

    i've been thinking a lot more than i've been writing and that's good. i used to connect with people on this website a lot more when it was just us, a bunch of teenagers writing about our problems. now there are a lot of people here that think these journals need to be the pinnacle of writing and everyone's got a lotta shit to say. i mostly think people should mind their business but i'm the one putting my business up on a public forum so i guess that's on me. but then i decided that i've been on this website for over 8 years so i'm not going to change and i'm actually pretty happy about that.

    i've been thinking in a healthy way, practicing CBT on myself when my thoughts try to lead me to the grave. i felt like writing today even though i didn't have a lot to say. writing in this text box has been a great comfort to me over the years and this website isn't perfect but it's always felt pretty cozy. 

    i'm content

    even when i'm not

    and that's all i've ever wanted

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  • I think it is important to find your outlet, whatever or where ever that may be. I personally have found posting my poems, and writing on a personal blog to be very fulfilling. For years I simply wrote them in a book I kept beside my bed. Not sharing with anyone.


    There is something amazing about sharing all those thoughts to the world. Some may criticise (take from it what you want), and others may praise. By putting it out there for all to read you have to take the good with the bad, and really it will make you stronger. Take the constructive criticism, and grow from it. The juvenile / childish negative comments ... do not waste your time on.


    Some people will understand you, some will not. Some will enjoy your expression, others will not. Do what helps you, as sometimes you need to look after yourself first.

    sokornyon April 24, 2015   Link

  • nomad monad little star, how i wonder what you are

    RosesAtSunseton April 23, 2015   Link
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  • I can drink to this

    CleanLaundryon April 20, 2015   Link

  • [...people should mind their business but i'm the one putting my business up on a public forum so i guess that's on me.]


    Yes, dear - that one would be on you ☺

    NomadMonadon April 20, 2015   Link

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