• why wont you let me leave

  you're so cruel to me, more cruel than the last one

  if you want to end it, please end it now, so i can move on, and look for someone who actually cares.

  I want to kill myself, but you're not worth killing myself for. i want to avoid you. i want to hate you and not talk to you. 

  goodbye boyfriend, goodbye heartless, good bye blind to others feelings. i don't believe were meant to be. you fail to communicate. by not saying things that bothered you, and telling me it all one go, we aren't even together.

  you keep sending me one worded responses, and send me to a place were i cry all the time. i don;t even want to tell you why im feeling terrible. you are not good to me, or are you. im just insane now. im going to try and avoid everyone, because everything is making me upset. loose screw.

  if i die, im happy. maybe he will care.

• do not trust everyone just yourself. and please do not think about him anymore. its better for yourself. killing yourself is a stupid work because we live once so enjoy from your life and get lucky

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• Buck up. Don't rely on another person for your happiness. And, please, do not even THINK of killing yourself. If you do that, you will be hurting people who love you.

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    lol "buck up"

    leavesintheriveron September 04, 2014  

    thank you, you are very nice for being supportive. I'm sorry for my outburst of emotion, when i'm venting I usually write what is going on in my head onto here, to let go of some of the pain. I'm often to scared to look at the comments, because i'm afraid someone would take offence to what I say. So I appreciate your kindness.

    alterEgoon September 08, 2014  

• No one is worth losing your life for! I might be a hypocrite myself for saying this but I know it's true even when I have felt similar to this. stay strong, you are amazing. You are a miracle.

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    thank you leavesintheriver, I appreciate that there are people in this world like you, to offer kind words to strangers like me. I tend be very emotional when I write in my journal, mostly blind emotions that when i read back on what i wrote it doesn't make sense to me. Thank you for being supportive.

    alterEgoon September 08, 2014  

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