I like how I don't care about how I feel, just as long as other people are happy. to go out of my way and try and try to get other people happy even if it makes me feel like shit and even if it means that when i want to do something to make myself happy, i can't because i need to place others first. and it just feels so great that when they get any oppertunity to choose their happiness or mine...they choose their own. because you know how everyone cares only about themselves.