• god, i love you but i don't trust you. you, with your dark eyes that i cannot comprehend. this is supposed to be a love letter, but i can't write about love right now. i love you, but i feel like a ghost caught in a storm. i depend on other people for my survival yet i feel sick to my stomach when i hear them talk. i hear them want and need and i can't deliver. i see beauty and it makes me sick because i also see truth. and like cold water breaking on smooth rocks, i feel waves of understanding. there is a certain pleasure in understanding, though it doesn't satisfy. that's my fault.

  i lost my hunger for knowledge,

  and everything else.

• I notice you didn't capitalize the G on god - so it's just an exclamation/epithet rather than referring to Deity, right?

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• It sounds like you are in a perfect situation of, "when the chela is ready the guru appears." Sounds like you're getting there ! I

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• this is pure

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    thank you!

    RosesAtSunseton June 13, 2013  

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