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  I'm not alone but it feels so
  I've got a home but nowhere to go
  Tell me, where's the love I've known?
  Has it gone since I've grown?
  
  Now I'm bearing the weight of the world
  People are behind me but not beside me
  My head is spinning
  And my mind's in a whirl
  
  I don't wanna be like my mother
  I'd rather be like any other
  But I've got sadness on my side
  Morality is well past its time
  
  I'm no better than a beggar for change
  I need a full on life rearrange 
  But I'm stuck, I'm on pause
  Got no motivation, got no cause
  
  If you could show me the way outta this
  I'd thank you with every single kiss
  But to you I'm just another face
  Blendin' in with the rest of the race
  
  Tell me, how did it get to this point?
  I smile at your memory as your ghost passes the joint
  I'm losing my sanity,
  Questioning reality
  
  My mommy was never all there
  I guess that it's not that she didn't care
  She was too far out of it to be aware
  Fightin' the demons in her mind,
  She just didn't have any time
  
  Still I swear I'll not follow her steps
  I can't handle all that regret
  But here I am, with my mind in a fog
  I can't stay like this for too long
  
  Habits are hard to break, and
  Freedom's hard to give up
  Nightly deciding what I'm gonna take
  Hoping I don't throw it up
  
  Now I understand my mother's story
  I know her pain and her worry
  I never wanted to have a habit like her
  Too many damaged nerves
  
  But here I am with tears on my face
  Looking for artificial happiness in a lonely place
  Got nothing but my shadow by my side
  No sanity left for me to live by
  
  Tell me why I should stop
  Is it worth it? Is it worth it?
  I need something to numb the pain
  Is it worth it? Is it worth it?
  I need something clouding my brain
  Is it worth it? Is it worth it?
  I need something to keep me sane
  Is it worth it? Is it worth it?

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