• I'm worried. It just hit me, if in making this claim about unreasonable to live at home, and centrelink contacts my family, there is the potential to  cause a massive fight, as in, I might become estranged from them and now I'm so scared, what if I can't see my brother's anymore? What if my grandparents finally have to deal with the fact I'm gay and they desert me? I can't stand the thought of the fights that used to happen occuring again. I'm so stressed about this, and I haven't been since I've moved out, and it was fine this morning on the phone to the social worker this morning, so why is it so bad now? I can't sleep and my brain is whirring all of the worst case scenarios around in my head, and Jess is asleep and it fucking feels like that same old feeling from working nights. It's in the cold air. It reminds me of being awake at five am, unbearably sad, smoking outside on the porch and trying to seek some sort of solace in the internet. It's shit.

• keep your head up, be you. dont be affraid<3

  ReynasMuseon April 22, 2013   Link

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