• How can you say you love me?  You treat me like shit on the bottom of your shoe while I treat you like a king.  You love the power, you love the attention and you love the control.  You make me sick.  You keep me sick and I am struggling and fighting to get better.  How can you cut someone you claim to love so deeply?  How can you ignore, insult and leave somebody so incredibly hurt they revert to the only mode of survival that they have ever known?  How is it okay to try to break me?  I promise you, you will never do that again.  You cant break what is already broken, and you will never kill a survivor.  I will fight til my dying breath to fix myself and live a life full of real love and understanding, not whatever sadistic game you continue to play with me.  Appreciate what you have, because once it is gone, you will NEVER AGAIN get it back.  There is nothing left for me to give you, really there is nothing left for you to take.  I think I have reached the end of my not so bottomless pit when it comes to you.  You refuse to listen or see what is happening right in front of you.  You dont care, and right now I am so filled with rage I just want to scream.  But I wont, instead I will continue to take it out on myself like I always do.  Thank you for adding to my sickness and giving me one more thing to fight through.

• sounds like a letter to alcohol. sorry for your troubles.

  FlyingTrashon March 20, 2013   Link

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    almost right on point, a letter to an alcoholic. Because of that, the mental anguish is what keeps me sick. How can you help someone who doesnt want to help themselves?

    cerabeeon May 16, 2013  

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