• somehow you keep giving me reasons to cry. god how disgusting that the cliche is true. you really do hurt the ones you "love". i was so excited to see you tonight. but i guess im just still not a priority to you. jordans just toooooo important not to hang out with and get fucked up with. ironic that he was my first boyfriend and now hes basically your boyfriend. i just wanted to see you so badly. i thought id be crying tonight but i thought i was going to cry just from being so happy to see you not crying because you called to say you wanted to just see me tomorrow. this completely negates your apology today. you say you have been treating me like shit and that i deserve better and that youre sorry and its going to change because youll be home for a bit and when you go back to college youll get managemant of school and that it will be okay but then you come home and the first thing you do is blow me off. you know actions speak ten folds louder than words. and you call and say how sorry you are and how much you think you fucked up and how its all excuses and youll come over now and youll pick me up and drive me to work at 7 am and pick me up at 4 and will make up for all of this. you let me down thats what makes me so sad. that you made a promise, rose my hopes, and then with the situation in your complete control you broke the promise and crushed me. and you say how much you love me and need me to know how much you love me and how if you didnt love me we wouldnt be doing this long distance relationship blahblahblah maybe you love me because you can walk the fuck all over me. just another night spent with puffy eyes. i'll probably cry in my sleep. and now i just dont even want to see you. youve just tainted yourself i just wanna be mad at you and i hate that ill forgive you because then youll just do it again but if i dont then im punishing myself so much. i dont even get why i keep doing this. i dont even get why i still love you. youre an asshole like a lot ! but then youre nice so much too i guess. lsadjafl kdsjf aiewojr ;afsdfa;sfj

• its difficult i know it is i was recently in a bad relationship that made everything look terrible i wanted to die so much and sometimes i still do but sometimes even though you feel like your breaking even though you love him you need tp pull away. what happend to me a guy id only known for a short time he asked me out i thought he was great nice smiley and all that but underneathe he wasnt and i was walked all over and repeatedly stomped on a gain and again and i kept blaming myself and in the end i realised he never liked me i was just a girl he could step on again and again because he'd been hurt before....

  ezmryderon March 10, 2013   Link

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