• i'm watching pride and prejudice. people are terrible, but i wish i could be close to them. i wish i liked people more and trusted them. i wish i hadn't smoked my last cigarette already. i have to leave early for work tomorrow so i can buy a new pack. i work all day tomorrow and then i have to get stoned with my friend. i don't really want to because i feel disconnected from that friendship, but i've already been avoiding it for a little while now.
  
  i'm very tired so i think i'll just watch the rest of the movie tomorrow. it feels weird to be back at work full-time for the winter break. everything feels weird lately. i wish i had more things to be excited for. i love my dog a lot and i wish i actually had a good relationship with my parents. i feel like my life is mostly empty. i want to really know someone and have someone really know me.
  
  all of these wishes and feelings never get me anywhere. but what else can i talk about? i don't really understand where my life is going.

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