• To Amanda or her parents, 3/16/05 It's been almost a year since the birth of shall I say death of the child that was to be mine. With all the confusion of you telling me you weren't goin to keep our child and then going back on your word, you can understand why I was distraught at first. Besides, you made this decision, all the decisions without me. Despite the way you got me to get you pregnant and your composure after getting out of the hospital adn your questinable behavior, I am willing to face you one more time. Not to get things back the way they used to be, but to name our child. i need to obtain a death certificate. I need closure. I can't do this without you being there. Even though you left me with all the medical records and permenant scasrs, they won't let me have access to do so. Call Ben Taub and name me as the father and then call me. My dad's number is 713.672.1033. You can call me first because we might have to go together, but keep it clean. Don't call sort of hours eitther. My cell is 832.563.1356. Don't try anything. It'll be the same just as if it was that same day you saw me last. Because of you AI have experience a new kind of heart break. i don't even believe in in heaven or hell anymore. To prove a point, I bet you don't even remember the birthday. Call me soon. Dead inside, Blue

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