i haven't been feeling good.. The whole calling and txting thing got out of hands.. I truly regret of sending him anything :/.. I do love him on really strong friend basis, but not more.. I still wanna see him like everyday..
and the issue is getting out of hands.. it was the second time. i have to start to deal with it. i can't stop when i start.. i've actually always known it. i've never been able to control this kind of things so what will i do ://?? the first time wasn't even that bad.. i was so fucking lucky but this time, OMG! so fucking horrible.. why can't my body say stop.. I'm really freaking out here.. i have to remember things :(
oh yeah and i'm carving for disgusting things, dep for example.. and intoxication.. and escapism.. and road trippin'.. and supplies.. and the window.. and romantism.. and music.. and uncontrolled situations.. and fears.. and disapointment..
I AM ADDICTED TO too/MANY THINGS..
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