• Hiiiee Everyone! But now I have to finish me little thingie mabober so listin up and pay attention their might be a quiz! Ha Ha Ha I would make a great Teacher but Then again I cant stand Teachers so Why should I even try to be one? I guess I wont try then. AND I Must have a short attention span because I just started talkin about something tottaly different than I was supposed to! Iiiieeee! I hate it when I Do that. But to get back on what Is MEANT To be my topic Today...But I cant leave without Eddie. He is what I need. He is My Drug and Im Addicted to him. And I know that sounds stupid Huh? I wonder If he ever crys at night now? I mean I do at times. Its not bad to cry at night, even if your happy with the person you love is it? But I feel that some thing is missing in my life. And its the person That actually listins to me. A person who sits down and talks to me. I mean Yeah Eddie talks to me but I mean Someone in the family. I Hate it when mom says she will talk to me but when we sit down to talk as soon as i get started she says that its all Stupid. She says she went through all of the stuff and that Its nothing. Well She aint going through it Now I am. And if I had her support I would be able to be happy alot more. Eddie thinks he dont make me smile and laugh enough. HaH! He makes me smile and Laugh to much. I miss Him so much. I talked to him on the phone for almost two Hours today it was like 1 hour and Fourty five minutes when I got off and then I was made get off the phone..I would gone longer if i hadnt been made get off. He thinks he gets to explore Wed. I got a different Idea Coming..Im gonna play the explorer instead. I mean Its my turn. I mean he got to play and Now its my turn to play..But hey I was happy with His job at playing..thats why Mine is gonna be tonz Better :)!!! lol. Hey I have rights to ya know. But he has got lotz of rights over me. all he has to say is down and I will done be unzipping his pants! lol..Im crazy I have to get it out of my system before I go to bed or i wont be able to sleep and if i Keep worried about Eddie like I Was yesterday then I wont be sleeping because I'm not crying tonight. I refuse to. I dont want to I hate crying when Basically everything is good in my life at the point of time except me not knowing what is he doing and what will happen to him. I mean last night some of the stuff he talked about to his friends Didnt sound to fun and it sounded hurtingly painful(Hey hurtingly is me new word ya'll)plus last night I woulda have killed to feel his arms around me again. I wanted to be with him so bad. But hey I have to go I got to find a different song than Cemetery Drive By MCR to listin to its startin to get old but its still A Good song Oooh Im gonna go listin to Frankie J And Baby Bash 'Obsession' the song is me fave! No Es Amor...LoL Well Later Ya'll..I Love Yew Eddie!~Amie Renea Brumley~

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