• It's 7am. I can tell by the air. Laying there listening to the ocean crashing gives me a reason to wake up every morning. I've never felt so secure with the windows open. The same bird comes to greet me every morning. I think it's because I leave strawberries out on the porch. I can shower with the doors open, walk around naked until I feel like putting on some clothes. No one needs shoes here. I walk on the sand and lay in the sun. The seals and otters are swimming with their babies. Makes me miss my family. My mom and I talk 3 times a day. It's as essential as every meal. Nothing matters here. Life is the only thing that exists. I think about living and how much I love it. I think about how I just lied to myself by saying that. I'm depressed, but does that mean I'm not happy. It is a question that I can't answer and never will. I'm learning to be content with being. As the moon's light takes over where the sun left off, I'll sleep only to wake to another day in my short life.

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