• Ha. Thats all I have to say to school today. Ha Like I Want to remember all that bull shit and cram knowledge like that into my head. Dude Im not even smart..Im Barely passing...Soo Look how its gonna be if I actually made it to highschool. And Eddie says he is gonna hold himself back. If he does Then Im gonna be in highschool alone pratically. Maybe a couple of friends. If he does do that then Im gonna be sooo alone. Then maybe i will go gothic or something. I like the color black hell look at my nails*Not that you can*They are black too. Tomorrow I Get to go to church with Eddie YaY. Plus i get to see him at school tomorrow.I keep gettin the god damn answering Machene..I didnt even know they had one too! But hey that just go's to show that i dont know everything..but i coulda told ya that myself. Im dumb...I could be a bombshell blonde and blow you away with my dumbness..Atreyu is on..Some ones Sitting On My Chest..I Want to get their song Lip Gloss and Black but I like their album The Curse more than Suicide notes and Butterfly Kisses..But hey its me As In Amie. I Miss eddie..but hey I will end up boring ya over talkin about him..but hey I have no idea whats happened to him..I wonder did his dad kill him this time? lol i dont think he would..Dude I have to go to Monticello this spring break(Next week) just so mom can see some old woman before she dies..yeah I know its an old women have some sympathy but hey now i get stuck down there and I cant get out of it and stay here at home. But oh well anna and evertte are pretty cool with me. They let me run around by myself and let me hang out with my friends down there so I think I'll have a good time as long as Josh dont bother me. Dude he is cute but I love Eddie more than ever and Im not gonna break up with him over some sex crazed 16 year old boy in monticello that i would never see and more than likely him screw around with other girls..So I perfer Eddie mainly because I Truly do Love him and He would never cheat on me..Or at least thats what he said I will believe every word he tells me. I was looken and Eddie's space this morning on msn and he had made a new entry about the little game that Im playin with him..It seems to drive him crazy..I wonder if I should tell him or just keep giving him hints.I mean sometime or later Its gonna have to come out*Oooh such a strange way to put that :) * lol me and my Amiemoments lol...I laugh to much but most the time when i say lol its because I cant think of anything better to say and/or I'm to shy to say it..Yeah Im shy...But yet I go around yelling at people in cars up town..kiss Eddie in school(My fave)..Run around with kristy, ashley, whitney, and tonz of others, and play spin the bottle Or truth or dare when Im Single only..Most the time when we play truth or dare I get to be done first and I Choose dare(I never back down on a dare unless its life threatining) and End up kissing, grabing, Ect. with some guy that ive known for a while or I just met. But hey Its okay to be shy.Right? And plus I Only play those games when Im single because I hate cheatin people and I dont want to be one of those cheatin people because I hate myself enough for All the shit I go through from tellin people stuff. Hell Im just gonna stop telling people everything..I will only tell eddie. I trust him much more than anyone around me anymore. He is my only thought. Well I fear i have typed to much so I think i might stop before i get tracked down and an angry mob come at me for typing way to much. Luvviez~Amie~

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