• This comin Thursday will be four weeks for me and Eddie. Next week will be a month that we have been going out. I mean we have known each other since third grade and he has failed two times..he failed third grade(Thats how I met him) and he failed fifth..Then I ended up failing 7th and we were in the same grade again. and I have been crushin on him since last year and he was too! But we never told anyone and no one ever knew. Not until half way through the 8th grade! When mom found out that I was going out with Eddie she was like aint that the boy you used to fight with all the time in third grade? I was like yes mom it is. Its amazing how when your young as in Elementry school you think boys have cooties and wont touch them..but then when you get in middle school its like all you can think about is boys and then there is always one boy in middle school that you will Love so much. Parent always call it puppylove but Me and Eddie know this aint puppy love because we know that we truly care for the other person more than words are capable of saying. I want so bad to give him something of mine(That I will not put in here) But Im to shy to tell him that even though I could tell him everything else about me its just really hard to just come out and say that. But he is figuiring out slowly what it is. I wonder what he will think. Before me and Eddie started going out and before i felt all those feelings for him I always said i was going to go find my real mom when I got out of high school. My aunt, keep in mind that she adopted me and my sister, believed i would too. But just the other day my real dad came over with my step mom and I love them both very much. and they started talking about what i was going to do after highschool and that came up and my step mom was like 'I dont think she will go because I can tell from the look in her eyes when she is with Eddie and when she talks to him that she loves him to much to leave him and run off to find her mom, and if she does really want to go then she will find some way to persaude him to go with her because she does love him." I was stunned by what she said because she had pratically knew that was what was going to happen. I was going to stay with him...I Love her more than ever now because she believes that middles school love isnt puppylove and that Me and Eddie can make it and now in a dark tunnel I was going through i finally found the light that i needed to help me keep going and not sit down and die. I Have hope now that I can make it with eddie. And I will. Dude i think i write to much lol..Well This helps to sit down and get it all off my chest at least on to here. I mean I really think that this relationship will work dispite what has happened in other relationships with my ex's but hey i dont even wanna bring up the x-file. Well I Gotta ditch luvviez~Amie~

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