• Ever since the weather has cleared up (become less cloudy and warmer), I've been in a better mood. I am even on my monthly womanly gift, and my mood hasn't taken a toll this week =D Maybe I am getting better. I've been laughing a lot more lately, at work, at school, and at home. I want to hold onto these happy feelings. It's great to feel this way. People at work and my family are noticing the happier me. I want to keep it this way... I think a lot of it had to do with the music I was listening to. Not that what I was listening to was bad music, it is amazing music, absolutely. It's just it affected my thoughts and mood dramatically. I was listening to more Linkin Park, Fly Leaf, Bullet for My Valentine- basically music that has a lot of pain, because I felt I could totally relate to the lyrics. Especially Linkin Park's "Don't Stay," "From the Inside," and "Somewhere I Belong,". They are amazing songs, but they just continued to make me sad :( Once I steered away from those songs, I began listening to a lot of my old upbeat music, like: Regina Spektor, Mika, Streetlight Manifesto, Vanessa Carlton, Dave Matthews Band, Dance Hall Crashers, Steel Train, Broken Bells, Stars, FEEL, etc. And I got new music (new to me): Of Monsters and Men, Sheerwater, Beirut and fun.! Also, I've been trying to run whenever I can. It REALLY helps my mood. I've known that it does, but I just don't have the right time for it in my schedule (I like to run when the sun is out). I think that is why I always put it off. Well, I put everything off. Right now I'm watching music videos on youtube instead of writing my 3 papers, 4 discussions (which are all due tonight) and studying for my exam for tomorrow morning. Never mind all the reading I have to do too. Ugh. This CalstateUniversity is much harder than I thought it was going to be. Wait, why would I think it'd be easier than the junior college I was at before? Haha, uuuhhh.... =P Anyways, enough about me... how is everyone's Sunday going so far? =)

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