• I wish I knew how to fix everything. How the world worked. Life would be so much simpler. You could do what ever you wanted and if you hurt somebody you could stop time to go back and fix it. Or heal your own hurt. But then again, where's all the fun and pain in that world? Someone once told me that I could be anyone or anything I wanted. I didn't believe them because I was only a little kid. Now I start to wish that I had listened to them so could build up my self confidence and my ego so people's word's wouldn't hurt me. I'm a fast learner but I still haven't mastered how to deal with pain. Every time I feel pain I break down. I feel like I can't do it anymore. I wish it were easier. I need to pick myself up off of the ground and get a grip on reality. I can't hurt forever. But right now I feel like I could. I wish I knew how not to hurt. I seem to wish for a lot of things and they never seem to come true. I guess I just need to believe. Believe that I can forgive my friend for hurting me after calling me what he did. Believe that my life is great and there are people who love me. Believe that the people I love will realise it someday, hopefully soon. All I need to do is believe. "I believe in everything until it's disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it's in your mind. Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now?" -John Lennon

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