• I've been looking for a job and trying everything and thinking of anything that I could do. My resume is not much to be proud of. Anything but really all I want is you. I cant say it to you. I cant do anything as I love you, I dont want to lose you. Trying to find anything so I dont tell you. My resume is crap, I wonder if they're going to call me back, I'm impatient. Havent slept in like this for ages. This place is not much of a house. People are always busy, the phone today is taken up, and no one makes anything nice, food is seen as a waste of time. There's no food to make food. Restuarants are no fun when they are your dining room and the only place you get to see your family. How can you behave? How can you act in a polite way when you really need relationships and they dont give you a comfortable space. Dont even get me started on volunteer work and community work. Like how can you say you are a blessing to the community when you wont even make a good home? When you wont give your family good family things? Well you always say it's what everyone does. I dont agree. But what's the point in just being in disagreement all the time, that doesnt make it better. You stay around because I complained you werent there. But you're still not there, you're not in support, you're just always busy around us now when I just want to be away from you now. I dont even want your time anymore, and when I needed you and needed stuff you werent and you didnt give.

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