• I just keep going back. Maybe its unconditional. No matter what he does, I want to hate him, but I can't. I still feel the same as ever. I don't know. It's stupid. I'm not going to dictate how I feel, I'm just going to see what happens. And just forget about it. i wish he wasn't like the way he is. I wish he cared for other people. I wish I wasn't just there while he's waiting for the other girl to come back. There's nothing I can do. I can't change the way he is. Anyway... Monday night I slept over Kendras. We played wonderful dressup, me with a stupid dress and a blonde wig. Her with blue spandex and a fur coat. We went to sleep, woke up, had wonderful PANS! Ha. Pans Pans Pans. Hey, Guess what I like? PANS!. Do you know who I like? PANS!. Hey...Guess what, what? PANS!. Okay, I'm done. We then watched some home movies of her and her sister from 1991, Christmas day. "Kendra say Apple." "Appu". Hilarious. After that, her papa came, so we got ready and he took us to Putting Edge!!! So many pictures, such a wonderful time. 62 for me and 57 for you. I think. I forget. Then we went to subway. : ) Who DOESN'T like Subway. I swear, i own that place by now. I get it like 3 times a week, seriously. After that, we rented Saw and went home and... saw it. HAHA. yeah, That was bad. So yeah, we went back to her place and watched it in her basement. Lights out. Wonderful wonderful movie. Its funny, its about the Jigsaw Killer, and its one of those movies you have to piece together. it didn't make complete sense until the very end. But I loved it. I'd watch it again. We then decided we would go to the Pavilion, like, 5 minutes before the show started. We were only... 30 minutes late. Oh well, Filmore North was playing first. I have to say, they were better then the last time I saw them. But they still sucked. So, the bands that played were Filmore North, The Douchbags, The Letter Unfolds, Pledgecry, and She Kills. I am in deep love with Pledgecry. Like a mix of My Chemical Romance, and Taking back Sunday. I went to buy a demo, they were only 3 dollars, but ALL the merch was sold out. But I did get a free SheKills demo that doesn't work. Wonderful? They were giving away CD's and stuff right before each band started. To be exact, The Chemical Bro's, and Underoath (is that the name of it?), and different prize packs, like The Salads, and Pledgecry. I want to go to the Weakerthans show next Wednesday, but its a school night and it probs wont be over till around 10, so theres a very high chance I can't go. So, today i got up at around 12:30 (i was tired..) got on the computer, took a shower, got ready, went to Stacey's around 5. Because it was her birthday. I'm saying that because its not 2 am on Thursday. sigh, i can't believe I'm still up and not tired. So anyway, I gave her 15 dollars. I had 5 pieces of pizza (note that the pieces were tiny and square cause they were from Greco) 2 helpings of salad, and half of my piece of cake (so what, i was hungry...) the other half i smushed in Chris's face. Haha. He had icing all over his face. it was funny. Yet it made me feel like i was going to be sick. Overall, it was a good night. I'm so glad everything is cleared up between you and I. I hate it when theres negitivity between us..... signed your one and only... -michelee. mackiee 3

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