love and affection

  • it's not that i think it isn't too much, i just don't know if there's an exactly enough the point is there is no point that's what the drugs have taught me, have allowed me to treat my life like an adventure, like i am floating in a sea of an incomprehensible amount of time and for now, weed is my companion it follows me quietly, a little secret smile practice makes perfect, and i am the master nobody knows unless i let them total control, channeling energy gathering of the vibes and i still see the energy dots everywhere, a blurring of rainbow light at the edges of everything nothing is real, or at least nothing is realer than anything else truthfully, we're only chemical reactions i do drugs for the same reason people shop or eat or have sex its a good feeling, a rush, but it doesn't leave you empty the remainder of a beautiful evening can cling to your skin for weeks if you let it more more more i have nothing else better to do anyway i used to say watch the sky whenever life got lonely things are always changing, the rain can't go on forever but now, that seems powerless i am more in control of my happiness than that if i choose,i can ride out the storm or i can pack up and jump on a plane to somewhere where there's warmer weather the point is, there's always a choice no one cares who you turn out to be a fraction as much as you and even though you might have to search it out, find some bizarre sect of counterculture normal you would have felt embarrassed to even know about, your true self learns that ringing certainty of home is worth any amount of awkward explanations
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