• Time to fill you in. Patrick never came up here, and I knew he wouldn't. He is in Haiti until the beginning on the semester. Good news, my feelings for him have definitely dulled down. I'll see him when I head back to school, but I am finally okay with the fact that we won't ever be anything more than friends. Mike has been getting jealous about me and my friend Zac. See, Mike and I had a thing back in March of last year. It continued through June when he pretty much just fucked me over. He came back around recently, probably a month ago, and we decided to be friends. He just got dumped by his most recent ex, and is moving in on me. I liked him, I'll be honest. He lives in NY now, is moving to North Carolina for his new job training for 6 months. Funny thing is, after NC he is moving to Smithfield RI, which is 30 minutes from where I live. He really wants to potentially be something with me but at the same time he is saying how he can't. I have just been blowing it off. He is going to come visit me for a weekend in RI when I head back for the next semester. It would be good to see him and determine if there is anything there. Zac and I are really just friends right now. Well, friends who sleep with each other. It gets more and more emotional as we continue. We started talking about relationships and stuff yesterday. He also told me that he wants to come visit me at school for a weekend. Got to some parties and go home together. He is adorable too. I have been seeing him maybe once or twice a week for the last 3 weeks. I was with him last night. They are always amazing nights. I suppose we will have to wait and see what comes of this. That is about everything that is going on. Til something else, bye.

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