• December 23, 2011 I will most likely be spending my Christmas in jail this year. I guess that’s where I belong. It is kinda depressing, however. I think my family is just fed up with me. I don’t blame them. I’m on my own now. It’s not even a new chapter of my life, a new book is what it is. For some reason I’m content at the moment. Hopefully I can keep my head on straight. I need to rearrange my values. Real talk. Good night. December 24, 2011 I always learn something when I come to jail. It’s incredible (in such a negative way) that I have to come here to learn. I don’t know what’s going to happen with my family. I think they are done with me now. Sooo….christmas in jail! What I am learning is that it’s the smallest things that really matter. Like socks and a thermal shirt. I am grateful for what I have, even though before now I lost sight and took everything for granted. December 25, 2011 So here we are! Merry Christmas. This day now marks the beginning of my new life. I will try to find a shelter to go to until I can find a job. Then I will figure it out from there. I am not scared for some fucking reason. I am slowly regaining faith or rather spirituality. I can get through anything with some faith. atleast i think so. we shall see.

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