• I'm supposed to be writing a paper that due tomorrow. Lots of points. Big deal breaker. But i have no motivation. This sucks. I procrastinate like nobody's business. I normally leave projects till the last minute. Only then will i have to motivation to do. Probably around 12, I'll get the motivation. For me, sleep is the best motivation. Motivation. Motivation. Motivation. What a silly word. (Blackberry stone by Laura Marling. Cool as shit.) Man. Tumblr. Some webcomic. Soundcloud. Then back to tumblr. I like looking at people's journals on here. Anytime on on this site, i go to the journal bit and take a peek at other people's life. Most times it girls who either a)want attention or b)need some serious help. And sometimes a rare c)people who are realistic. Those journals i marvel in their poetry, or their simple words, or complex ideas. Those journals, those people, to me, are gold. And how to you tell someone that they're gold? People are constantly calling me cute, and i know, take the compliment, but once (but more likely more that once) i want to be called beautiful, lovely, even handsome will do. When i don't look at people i stray from the word cute. It has turned into an awful word for me. "Cute" seems like it says so much, but when thought about, is just a filler word. "Sometimes people are beautiful. Not in looks. Not in what they say. Just in what they are." ― Markus Zusak, I Am the Messenger. At this point in time my favorite quote. I truly try to live by this quote daily. And i think i achieve it. As i've said before, i like to watch people, and over time, my vocabulary has evolved enough to find the right words to describe people. So starting at some random person and finding something beautiful in then besides their physical features is a good day to me. (Love World-Katie Dill. Bitchin as fuck) Well i should probably get back to staring at a blank WordDocument. Sigh.....

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