• if the two of us met again for the first time I really hope you would like me I hope you could look into my eyes and see someone fascinating the girl who illuminates every room a radiation of rainbow color there's a lightness in my heart that has replaced all that aching a silver lining stitched in where I only saw grey i thought just because you wouldn't say it aloud anymore, that meant you didn't mean it that love just like flowers blooms and blossoms and shrivels into brown dried weakness, crush able, unrenewed but i was wrong i didn't know how to look at the world through a window i saw it too widely, too many other eyes looking over my shoulder but now, in that faded evening purple, i realize words aren't always enough that sometimes a phone call where you were so sure i'd answer at three in the morning is more than enough to let me know how you feel and though the words may carve letters in my chest may hide inside of tear drops, reflecting softly at the bottom it's ok i know better now i saved my tears this time i smiled and i laughed and i meant every word you were hurting and you called me it doesn't matter what we didn't say i always think about the last time i saw you how i collapsed into your chest, just melted and made you carry me i was a burden you already had a broken wing it wasn't your fault and it wasn't mine but you couldn't shoulder my sadness and that's why you stayed away you say you're worse but i don't know if i believe you i think you must be ok you wouldn't have called otherwise i think it would have hurt you to let me down but i hope i can see you soon all i want is an hour a conversation about the meaning of life and maybe one last kiss so i can taste the words you wont say and swallow them forever

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