another boy's teeth on my chest now and i feel gutted and alone still. i've been spending lots of time with him and his teeth. we talk for hours and sometimes we kiss for about as long. a smoky sense of disillusionment chokes me up all the time. and i know he's going to get bored of me and then i'll lose interest in him and his teeth will stop tearing into me. and i wish i could say that i was too stoned, too cold, too sad to care but i'm still choked up all the time. the concept of "certainty" eludes me. there is no "tomorrow", but rather a mess of time and space that is indifferent to all. i'm poisoned by chronic loneliness and i'm always welcomed back to the silence of my bedroom after all the light has gone.
"there is always one man to save you from another and as that man saves you he makes ready to destroy" -charles bukowski
a claw
- December 06, 2011
- RosesAtSunset
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