i see

  • November 16, 2011
  • alterEgo
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  • ...fake, disorderly girl. through motion of attempted speech, she tries to communicate. but fails. she smiles as if it's automated into her system. inside she growls bitter remarks. a tempered breath scathing within the hollow of her throat, demanding release. instead she winces, not knowing why she does, she is not in any sort of physical pain. though she politely coughs. vigorous enough to get whatever it was, out of her system. yet quiet enough to not draw attention to herself. her hands start moving away from her mouth, and they begin to tremor as she pulls them away. she feels a tingling sensation within the inside of her arm. slightly irritable and ticklish. Though its an itch she cannot scratch. Once more she moves her limbs in a conscious notion. she is aware of every action she is doing. but yet she has no control over it. realizing that the person across from her is looking at her patiently, expecting her to respond. she tries to find her voice, but can't. for a split second she panics, realizing that her mouth is moving, and her voice is projecting through, without her command. they carry off without her. in an almost astral projectile moment, she disconnects from herself, and sees herself from a elevated view just a metre above her head. she sees... a fake, disorderly girl.
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