• Jonny Craig's voice is hypnotizing. Waiting out today, trying not to text Patrick at all. I figured if he wants to talk or hang out tonight since we couldn't last night, he will ask me to. I just need a cuddle buddy sometimes, and he is the best cuddler I have ever cuddled with. Becca comes in two days, which is great, because I won't have to sleep by myself for the weekend. But she leaves on Saturday, so that leaves me with Saturday and Sunday night to myself. I am going to ask Patrick if he would want to either hang out, or stay over Saturday, because I literally cannot sleep when Jess isn't here. And Sunday I will have to suck it up because Jess won't be here, but I may have PT on Monday morning. But I find out if I definitely do tomorrow. If I don't, I am definitely going to make the kid hangout with me. I like him. I have since we first started talking. Now that things have gotten physical, it just intensifies the fact. In all honesty, it kinda sucks. I don't want to like him if it's not mutual. I want somebody with me in general, not just somebody with me for only a night. I don't want this to be about sex. The part that could potentially suck, is that he and his ex broke up 2 months ago. He might not want a girlfriend for a while now. But when he told me about how they broke up, I said "Oh I'm sorry to hear that." and he said "I'm not :P" Which could be taken as he is glad he is single, or how I took it, he's glad cause he met me after. Stressful lifeee. I hope he is actually around for me, and not just for sex. I'm not going to sleep with him again til I know his intentions >:[ But that's not just something I can bring up in conversation randomly without sounding like a crazy girl. Oh boy.

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