• Hey. I managed to sleep yesterday which was nice. Slept for six hours, talked to my friend for a few hours, then went back for another six hours sleep, now i'm round my godmother's house for dinner. Yum, can't wait! I still haven't heard from K. Good thing, bad thing, i don't know. The other day when were texting, when i said to him that i didn't think he would ever talk to me again. After i tried to say i couldn't see him anymore. This is what i got back: 'u are my girl how am i not gonna talk to u' Why? Why does anyone feel that way about me? Of all people in this world, me? I don't understand. I'm not worth that, i'm really not. As much as i would love someone to feel that way about me, but i feel nothing back. And this is where i'm going wrong. My intentions might be to stay friends and i might think i mean well, even if we kiss every now and again. But i don't understand how i come across. It's like i want to be with him and that's not the case. I don't want to be mean to anyone. But, i'll say every time i'm gonna tell him straight that i just wanna be friends, but if we're gonna end up making out instead, what point am i trying to make? (sigh) never mind...

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