• Yesterday was a little weird, I'll be honest. I went to the mall to visit Lloyd because I love him. I was just telling Becca and Christine how I thought that he liked me. When I walked in, we were talking, obviously gave me the biggest hug of my life, and he said some things that I was just awed by. Something about having a sleep over, and he is invited. Then he says, "I'll just get with Lindsey though... excluding Becca." But the way he said it wasn't joking. And he told me that I need to come back and see him before I left the mall that day. Literally hugged me like 5 times before I actually left. Weird. Another weird thing, I went into Bath and Body Works to see my friend, when my ex boss came up to me and told me that I was hired and scheduled me for today and booked me for Thanksgiving break. I didn't even ask for a job. So I don't know why I got one but hey, its money. Last night was fun. I drank some, not too much though. We hung out with these older guys, who knew my brother. They didn't like him, but oh well. One of them was Pat, he lives behind me. We used to hang out when we were little but clearly didn't so much in high school. We caught up. He's going to the Army in April, so we were talking about it and what he wants to do and such. I'm excited to go, as is he. Pat and Andrew asked me and Becca to go to the movies with them at like 1am this morning but because Becca had to work, and I had to work, and we didn't have money, we just came home. Going back to school today after work. Wish I could see Patrick but he said he's really busy tonight, but wants to see me later this week. Hopefully I can see him Wednesday, because Thursday to Saturday Becca is staying with me. But if I can't see him til later in the week, I better be seeing him on Saturday night when Becca leaves, because Jess isn't going to be home til Monday. It sucks that I get my period this week too. So no sex for me. Dammit. Another thing that sucks, the fact that I am very emotional about sex, and I am beginning to have feelings for Patrick. Just a little though. I don't want to get them too fast, and scare him off. But he knows I am going to ask him to hang out a lot because he is a perfect cuddler lol. God I and beginning to really like school. This last month of the semester is going to be something good.

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