Proud?

  • Today in PT I ran the two miles without stopping. I am bound to cut time. I already know that I can do more push ups now than I could before, and I am hoping that tonight I can prove to myself that all of those days of endless ab workouts, paid off. I will pass the push up and sit up portion to this PT test on Wednesday. Running I still need to work on considering that I am still at 22 minutes. But if you think about it, according to the last PT test, I cut my running time down 8 minutes. That is amazing. I will get under 19 minutes by the end of this semester. This is the only thing I am working at like my life depends on it. I need to set up a contracting meeting in a few months. I am hoping that I can contract either at the very end of this school year, or at the very beginning of next school year. This is something that I cannot wait for. I am proud of myself. For deciding to do this for myself. For going through with PT even though I am not as in shape as everybody else. I will get there. I will get there and I will get my ACU uniform. Once I get that, I will be wearing it out as regular clothing. I am proud of myself for this. The first person's face I want to see if my moms. I hope that she will be as proud of me as I am of myself. Next I want to see my brother, Mike. I know that he will be as proud of me and I am. I will show my Nana too, I am sure that she will be happy too, and my friends. Lastly, I want to show Lloyd. I want to walk into the Pheasant Lane Mall, march right into Zumies, and just see his reaction. I don't even think that Lloyd knows that I am doing this. But I want to see what he will do when he sees me. I love him. He is the sweetest man I have ever met. Big black Lloyd with a fro (: Gives the best hugs. As I wrote this, I started crying. Only because I am proud of myself, and how far I have come. I love what I do. I've proven to myself that I am not only mentally strong, but I am physically strong. I am Army Strong.
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