I don't know. Is it expected of me to be extroverted sometimes? I can't talk to people. It's just who I am. no one gets that. or they are ignorant of it. I would love to be able to talk smoothly. I would love to go up to people and be able to talk to them and make friends and maybe go out with someone. but I can't. It's not in me. I don't think I'm arrogant or better, to the contrary, I don't think I'm good enough for the people around me. I wish someone knew how I acted. That understood me, but some people do know me too well, and I guess this I fear. Maybe I just want to be discreet about myself and what I think. But why do I also want someone to know? It makes no sense.