• I fell asleep while studying at 1am, and my alarm went off at 5am this morning, for my 4 mile run. Needless to say I made myself get up and walk all the way down to the gym, but nobody was there, so I just came back to my dorm and passed out again. Had to take the test and I knew all of this information when I studied with Jess this morning. I sat down to take the test and I ended up knowing most of the test. I am hoping that I got a 30/40, that would be awesome. College is so much harder than high school. So because I didn't going running this morning, I am going to hit the gym tonight. I just want to get skinny! lol. I was on tumblr, and I stumbled across somebody's profile, and she posted that she has made her own 80 day challenge. Like the ones you find online. I think that would be such a great idea! I have decided that I will make one for myself. A 40 Day Challenge, going until Thanksgiving. My hope is to lose weight obviously. My goal is to go down to 165. This won't be accomplished in the 40 days, but what I think I am capable of losing in 40 days is 30 pounds. I am currently 225. I found this out and almost died. It's the biggest I have ever been. My plan is to lose 30 pounds by Thanksgiving. I think that it will be hard, but if I really stick to it, I will make it happen. I work out every day, run everyday, to push ups and abs everyday. The onky thing that I need to REALLY work on is my diet, because at college, it's very hard to find something truly healthy when they serve burgers and fries every day. But what I am going to try to do is cut carbs because your body works through carbs before it works through fat for energy, and if there is less carbs then the body will start breaking down fats. Thus my diet will consist of all foods except carbohydrates will be cut and I won't eat carbs or sugars after 2pm. This will allow my body to work off all of the carbs and sugars I eat during the day and not just put on weight like it usually would. I'm starting this diet on Sunday, only because it is easier for me to keep track then. But I have been starting to eat healthy. Smaller portions, more veggies than junk. I've already noticed that I dropped some weight because I can feel my clothing fitting better, but there is still so much to be done. I'm not going to be the skinniest girl in the world, it won't happen. I am 5'8 and I am built like my Grandmother, broad shoulders, a big head and really big boobs. It's annoying, but I know that I am going to look good when I reach my total goal. If I can get to 195 by Thanksgiving, I will be more than happy. Then I will be 20 pounds away from being exactly what I want, which means I will be able to work off the rest by the end of this school year, and contract next year into the Army. I am set on this. It will be hard but this is what I want.

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