• Hellooooo. I'm a little bit freaking out. Juanita's talking to mum about my (lack of) education. I don't want my anxiety back. Even though it hasn't left... I went with Win - I call Juanita my Auntie Win so let's stick with that - last week to Argos coz she needed something but we came out with an application form for the Christmas period. And i didn't feel as nervous, nowhere near as anxious. I felt it was a challenge i maybe could face. Whereas now they're talking about my GSCEs and i'm freaking out. Ok, it's not great having no education but i'm not at any standard of anything. I can just about think of the simplest things. With what i've had to live like and with my whole life at home with my family, i really can't think straight. But with what i'm helping Auntie Win with at home with the cleaning and the boys' homework and helping her at the church i feel that i'm slowly getting more confident. I just want to focus more on that than anything else. I want to be ok inside, that's more important than my education. Think of it how you will, send me a message and let me know what you guys think even. Anyway, gotta go for a bit. I wanna talk about something later. I also wanna talk about my friend. I'm just saying so now so i don't forget lol. See ya.

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