Gone away...thats how I feel life...I can't be alone. Whever I am alone, I beat myself up...cut,booze out, anything. Sometimes not physcially, but mnetally. I made my dad leave. I told them in court what he did, I made him get in prison for life. It was my fault. I visited him last night. HE didn't smile, he didn't say anything, he just looked at me. All I coould say over adn over again was that I was sorry, that I didn't mean to, that I wanted him back. I didn't want him back, why would I? I still had the cuts. But yet, it was so different without him, and I missed him terribly. Finally, he spoke "You sent me away, my own daughter made we stay here...fuck you Rose, FUCK YOU!" and he began screaming, and the police came in adn tried to hold him down, and I was escorted out. HE was supposed to have clamed down, and we would get back together, adn become a real faimly. A real faimly....I'm going to kill myself
May 11, 2002
- May 11, 2002
- RockinRose
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