• Back! So yeah. I tore up the letter. I thought they thought i was a mental case, which i'm not! But apparently they just deal with everything and anything. So i guess i felt better after that. Then i got another letter about a week ago saying that i have until the 26th to contact the clinic. They gave me a number, but i tore that up too. Now though i'm starting to regret that i tore it up. I still have two days i guess... But at the moment, i have a couple of bigger problems! My anxiety has gotten out of control. A couple of nights ago, i knew i was going somewhere the next day, i had this huge anxiety attack ALL NIGHT! I only got like 10 or 15 minutes sleep. It sucked :( so i need to go there to get that in control more than anything right now. My eating has gone a bit haywire. I'm just overeating now, i can't seem to stop. Lately i've been having thoughts of wanting to make myself sick. What do i get sorted out first? My anxiety or my eating! Anyway, that's just a teeny bit of what's been up. On the good side, i got me a little job! Mum bumped into a friend of ours and she's said i could help her twin boys with their homework and babysit them too. And i'm getting paid for it. Mum never thought i could be trusted at first, i guess she's right though but she always says that. Today though i helped clean the house and do some bits and pieces. It's been pretty eventful. I even tried a butter toffee cookie? Smelt like shit, but it wasn't half yummy! But yeah. It's awesome that i'm doing this this time of year. Its mum's birthday soon and i can get her something nice with the money i make :) plus some special treats for myself! Like chocolate! Haha kidding. But yeah. I won't fill you in on everything coz i'm gonna sound such a bore. Not that i already do lol. Never mind :)

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