So Gym was eh. Theres a punky black guy there now. eh. -Saaammmerrzzzz. und Betzzy. ... oh .. my... god....Roberto looked so awwww! omg i wanted to hug him.- Ap Euro was eh. -nothinn- Algebra was funny. i like where i sit. They probably hate me for sitting there. -OMG HE LOOKED LIEK HE NEEDED A HUG OMG I WANT HIM MORE NOW KTHNX. and octavio is as suave and sexy as ever.- German was funny..god...hes not staring at me hes not he wont he can't Hes adam...he should not be looking at me.....he hates me...i feel so guilty. i wish i could forgive him, without everyone thinking that i like ihm he asked alicia if i was still gay that could mean many things maybe he wants to talk to me again....why else would he want to know? but ahra said it was just a thoughtless thing.. is it? i dont think it was...it has to have meaning... but hes not. he couldnt care less about me. there is nothing about me to miss, im a horrible friend. -nothing- homeroom i talked to phil. i guess hes just ignoring homophobia. eh. -nothing- lunch was just as always. god. i thought jose smelled niiice. wtfffff. -nothing- english was the same. -shelby called me a fag. mhm- chem boring boring joey ignored me i froze myself in the cold to never arrive to anyone.