Squirrel creeps round the tires
of my car parked outside; I'm
watching from upstairs, out the
window, through the screen.
Turn to look again, and gone
is he now; bushy tail vanished
behind the curtain of time,
off to find new bark to climb,
more nuts to gather, another
powerline to gracefully scale.
Sad to see any event depart
from me, for I am left to find
a new event over which I can
pour the contents of my thoughts.
My thoughts are like water,
invisible water, and my lips
and fingertips are my watering
pail; everything I see and hear
I imagine to be a flower, or plant,
and when I apply my thoughts, they
are fed and nourished, becoming
saturated, though not overtly so,
and they are glad at their good
fortune as they stretch and grow,
reaching toward the great sphere
of light that poureth out more
nourishment than I ever will.
I look up to the sun,
and I encourage that old
ball of rays and heat.
I'd put my coat over a puddle
if we should be walking together.
I'd do anything to help.
Desperate to help!
I admire His handiwork,
and like a child who watches
his father work on the truck,
or throw a football over the house,
or shuffle a deck of cards like a bridge,
I long to do the work of the Sun.
Oh, Greatest Sun, thou art a father to me.
(Catch my drift?)
Oh, Sun of Suns, your light
and your warmth sustain me.
You are ignited, and you show
me the way from here to there.
Without you, oh Sun, the way
is dark and far from known.
Envelop me in thy brightness!
Engulf my life in those flames
that purify and cleanse; heal
and restore! Burn away those
parts of me that have no more
bearing, purpose, significance.
You are the undying phoenix,
the continual rebirth, the
ongoing reincarnation; You be-
coming me, and me becoming you.
Come into me and make dead these
dying traits of my frail humanity.
Put me out of my misery, sweet Sun!
I cry out like some tortured animal,
like some cat with skin rent, my fur
disheveled and dirty, crying out from
the fence post, over the moon and into
the night.
Hear my cry, and come, as the
veterinarian of veterinarians.
Reach out your hand and stroke
my back, behind your touch, my
skin and my fur shall be made new.
Touch your fingers to my throat,
as if to take my kitty pulse, and
behold, my vocal chords will be made
deep and resonant, with a pleasant
sound, and I will pur as you linger.
Pluck me from this empty fence, this
desolate alley, this lonely moon,
and find for me a new home, where I
might have a warm bed and a fresh
litterbox.
To let your thoughts carry you away
is at once the best and worst thing
you could let happen; but alas!
this is what writing to music does
to me! I get carried by the notes
and the voices of the men and women,
and before you know it, I am off!
I am interpreting the sounds, and my
thoughts are becoming themselves by
way of my fingers, and I am along
for the ride.
It is fun to write.
And here, I find myself in a place
where I have been before.
A no fly zone; the air seems to tell
me that I have nothing left to say,
and so I should stop saying, and
let the sayings be said.
For, it says, you have said
too much before, and when too
much is said, it becomes un-
intelligible, and the readers then
no longer comprehend your meaning.
Brevity is the essence of wisdom,
said Shakespeare, after all.
So leave it here, wring your mind
no more, treat it not like some
rag, with which you must clean
this computer screen; this will
suffice, the rest is up to them.
And with that, goodbye! :)
For you guys!
- September 17, 2011
- Julietson
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