• I feel so depressed about this guitar thing. Johnathan can play guitar really well, like solos and all, and he has been playing for a year. I have been playing for two years and I can't do any of that. I mean, I don't go to lessons like he does, but sill. It's not that I can't stand the fact that someone is better than me at guitar, it's just that I feel like I have nothing that I'm good at. You see, I have family and friends to turn to when I get upset, but I often don't like to talk to people when I'm upset. A lot of people just need space, and when they need space they usually turn to what they have a passion for. My passion is music, and sure I could sit there and listen to music, but what is the point in being obsessed with music if you can't do anything about it? I love guitar, I love it to death! It makes me feel so free and stuff. But it's not fulfilling if I'm crappy at it. And then here comes Johnathan being all brilliant and stuff, and makes me feel like a complete failure. I am just feeling really upset about it. Whatever, I don't think I should be complaining about this stuff. It sounds stupid. Well, the cycle test today was boring. It's okay though, I just hope I passed, That's all that really counts. I mean, sure, I want to get a good mark but there's only so much I can do. URGH I hate being tired at this time of night (n) !!!! (9:52) I'm actually learning a new song right now.. IT's cool but not as good as him. Oh well, best be off. nighty night.

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