to see myself bleed, that's the satisfaction i need to reassure myself that i'm hurting. hurting both inside and out..mentally, emotionally, and physically...to know it's reality. cutting and scraping have become all too familiar to me. they have become my best friends during the worse of times. they've always helped out...relieving "the tension and the terror". but their friendship and connection have kept some angry at me...but most of all, kept them extremely worried. it's an addiction...something you try so hard to stop....but always end up relapsing. the scars act as reminders of pain you've felt, but could do nothing about. and at times..they embarrass you...and they backstab you....by trying to help you feel better, but later on showing how inferior, vulnerable, weak, and pathetic you really are....cutting is a real friend.
finding relief...through a "real" friend...
- January 14, 2005
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