• I just wanted you to know that whatever happens--I've always loved you, and I don't blame you. Part of who I am is always seeing the good in people, and while we've both made good and bad decisions, I never failed to see that you've had good intentions. You may not realize it now, but you've made me who I am. I remember we used to sit up on your bed all night talking about religion and beliefs. You cultivated--for lack of a better word--my mind. You gave me morals and principles that I still live by, and refuse to compromise. Growing up, you were my backbone--you were solid. As a child, I needed that. I thought you were indestructable--my Superman. It broke my heart to see you defeated. You were so weak, almost vulnerable. The kryptonite had won. For a while there, you walked in and out of my life. Finally, when you left for good, I was too stubborn to try and stop you. Believe me, I wanted to, but I refuse to be broken. You taught me that. I stay awake at night, thinking about you, and AJ, and I should have said something--anything to keep you. But I didn't, and now I can't redo that. But you also taught me to have no regrets, and I don't. There are things I wish I had done differently, but if I knew then, what I know now, I'd still be here, in this situation, totally clueless of what to do next. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I forgive you. I realize now that you've always had my back, and you never really gave up on me. I was stupid to think you were anything less than a good man. We have our differences--and don't get me wrong. You screwed over everyone I care about and you messed up big time, but I can see that you're making an effort to change it all--but I could never truly hate you. I'm not asking for your forgiveness, just that you hear me out. I love you, and I always will. --Butterfly.

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