• Isaac, I would say this to your face, but the truth is--I don't know if I'm strong enough to. In all honesty, I think I've finally lost myself. For about a week there, I was totally and completely out of it. I was never angry at you, but I was pissed at the world. I was avoiding anyone and everyone. I hated myself, and I didn't want give another person the chance to hate me too. Yes, I realize I was a jackass, and treated you like shit. I'm sorry. It wasn't your fault, it was mine. You didn't do anything wrong. Like I said, I was mad at the world, and everyone in it. I took some of my anger out on you, and you just kind of got caught in the middle. It was wrong, and I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me, but I understand if you can't. I know I can't. But I want to give you a heads-up before this happens again. You chose to be a part of my life, despite knowing what's happened, and what's to come. I promise you that this isn't over. There will be more wars, and I can't guarantee that I won't lose it every now and then. I've already proved what I'm capable of. You were there. You saw the bullet leave the gun. Don't expect me to stay calm and colected--if you can even call me that now. Regardless, I love you, and I never wanted this for you. --Butterfly. P.S. Give your baby sister a kiss for me.

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