why do i do this to myself?
waiting for th sun to come up so i can put the chickens out and then sleep all day before work tommorow.
i'm allready wanting to cut, bite, burn, hurt myself, then i somehow find myself reading our chat history and i'm crying
and shaking
and i don't understand
all i knwo is i'm making myself saddder and sadder and that's stupid
and i really don't know.
i just know, i feel fucking horrible, i need someone to come and hold me, put me to bed, anyone. i don't fucking care who. just someone.
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- July 22, 2011
- donotresuscitate
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