• I'm watching Pinoke right now! Though i wish Donald was in it :( I just had a bowl of oats. It was so nice. I might just have another. Then cry later because i regret those extra calories. I'm coming clean; i've stopped eating again. Stopped working out too. Though i might just start that again next week. I went out today and i was complimented that i had a skinny waist :) fyi, it's skinnier than when she last saw it. But i felt really nice and skinny for once. Then when i got home i decided to try on a couple of summer dresses that showed a few lumps and bumps last year. They fit ok. It wasn't an amazing gasp moment but it was ok. Then i saw myself in the mirror. Oh jeez, i sank right back down. I'm so fat and huge :( i should look great and have the most awesomest pair of long legs ever, but i don't. I guess from all the weight i have lost yeah i have come a really long way. I really don't have that far to go for my "ideal" weight. But i feel comfortable at this weight. I just wish i looked better... What do you think i should do? Should i lose another 10lbs or should i stay as i am? I wouldn't know how i would feel if i lost the weight until i did it but i feel i would lose a part of myself, if that makes sense. But maybe i think that because i've been huge all my life till now. But yeah, should i go for another 10lbs or stay as i am for a while? PLEASE HELP!!!

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