• Well, everything good happened to me today. That is, until about 10:00 tonight. I should have been expecting something like this to happen. I can't believe I didn't even realise taht nothing bad had ahppened to me, and I should have known all this good was just awaiting something bad in the end. I'm such an idiot. Okay, so I said yesterday taht my sleeping plans were messed up now. I was completely wrong. I usually go wake up at around 10:00 AM and last night I went to sleep at the exact same time as normal (around 1:00 AM) but instead of waking up at around 10:00 AM, I woke up at 11:25! I wouldn't have woken up if my mom hadn't stepped into the room. I mean, that's just what I love about mornings, waking up nice and late. When I went to Isabel, she and her mom were telling me how much of a waste of time and life it is to wake up so late. Of course I wasn't going to be rude and disagree, so I just went along with it. I thought about it though, and Isabel was telling me that. SHe wakes up so early, like at 7:00 AM but all she does is spend her time playing SIMS on the computer, and SHE tells ME that I'm wasting time?? (sigh) Maybe she's right. I mean, at least she is doing something... Ii dunno, I'm alowed to diagree if i want to! ANd I do disagree. Anyway, so when I woke up I was told taht I was going to luch and to see a moie with Kayla and Jemma. So when I got there and met up with them, I saw Storme was there too, which was really cool. So I went to go get the food with STorme, Kayla, Jemma and Ruth and we ate and stuff. Then we went to see a movie, Diary Of A Wimpy Kid 2, and it was actually a lot of fun. The brother, Rodrick (Devon Bostick), is actually pretty hot. Anyway, after that the rest of my day was going well. Other than the fact that it wasn't letting me watch That 70's Show anymore because I had been watching it for about 72 minutes. It told me to either pay or wait 13 minutes. I waited.... For about half an hour. Still, nothing happened. Anyway, I was on the computer, when my dad comes and sits down next to me. I could staright away tell that it was going to be bad. He tells me that he saw what I wrote in my homework diary. You see, I wrote something really bad in it, about my mom, about hjow much I hated her and stuff in it. I specifically put it in a random page so taht nobody would see it. I still wonder why he was looking through my things. URGH! Anyway, immediatly I wanted to just get out of the room, and I became intensly aware of the red light beeping on my phone. Why did he have to go and look at that stuff? He aksed me if I still felt that way. I lied and said no. He asked me how recent it was that I had written that, I know it was last month, but I told him I didn't remember. I just hate the fact that he would go through my things like that! URGH! I hate it!!!!! (sigh) I have decided that I am so upset and feel so invaded, taht I am just going to shut all of my emotions down. I will feel no happiness, sadness, hyperness or anything. I will just be calm and shy and content for the rest of my life. I don't need things like this to bring me down, so I will no longer let them. Great...

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