• Hailstones?! In June??!!!! Yep, it was so. Yesterday's weather was so awesome!!!! It was raining, thunder and lightning -- i'm sure if my window would have been open i'd have been fizzled for sure! Speaking of fizzled, i'm alive!!! I survived the heatwave! It was so fucking hot it was stupid. I guess you deserve an update on my situation huh? Or if you prefer your sanity look away now :) Well, at this moment, right now, i love him to death! Yesterday i was looking at his picture and it just felt like a warm blanket of feelings was gently placed over me. I just do. I love you! I can only say it here. I can't say it to him. I kinda almost did once and i felt so bad saying it. I felt embarrassed and stupid. I guess he just knows me well :) Though he doesn't know why i cry myself to sleep every night... It's upsetting. I never want to let him go. I don't actually mean let him go though, if you're wondering; he's too far away to hold :'( i mean i don't want to say goodnight. I don't wanna stop talking to him. Ever. I love talking to him. I really do. Saying this now he'll probably say something that'll make me sad and it'll be the end of the world but we'll sort it out. I still have some questions that i need to ask him. I only think of them after i say goodnight to him, as i have the whole morning to myself and i just... think. He just makes things so much easier. He brightens up everything :) Ok i'm done now lol. I'll probably update properly before bed a bit later so ta-ta for now!

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