• Well, today hasn't been so great. I was feeling so depressed today, and I had the right. I realised that everyone does everythingwithout me. That everyone has new friends and obviously prefers to not be around me at any time. I don't blame these people. I'm not exactly someone people would like to talk to. Well, at least J doesn't think so. Or he didn't. I can't tell anymore. "If you love me won't you let me know." Such simple words. I guess we all just want to know who has feelings for us. It would all just be so much easier. (sigh). I get it okay, nobody likes me... I just hate the fact that it's true. Well, I guess I get invited to some things. I'm invited to have supper with my friends on Wednesday night, and I was invited to the movies today, I chose not to go though. Stupid mistake. I am really enjoying the song Don't You Cry Tonight by Guns 'N Roses. They sure are a great band. They are quite the clever ones too, think about it. "Live and Let Die" ect... So amazing. I'm going to Isabel tomorrow. Hopefully it won't be too bad. I'm also going to Canal Walk and hopefully I iwill get the shirt that I had wanted to get yesterday. Hopefully... Mmmm You know what I hate? I will tell you. I hate fake people. I hate the people who tell me they know and listen to the good music, but just do it to impress the people around them. I hate those people. Okay fine, hate is quite a strong word, but I just... (sigh) I dunno. I woke up nice and late this morning, thankfully. I don't think I'm going to get to do it again tomorrow morning. That's the only thing I hate about sleeping at Isabel. I feel so bad about waking up so late because she always wakes up so damn early!!! And if I wake up early one morning, it becomes a habbit for the rest of the week, or even the next week. (sigh). I can't believe it's so early right now. I'm planning to go to sleep at about 1:00. I watched Three Men and a Baby today, and then after that I watched Three Men and a Little Lady, and I saw something that I just thought was the cutest. I would love something like this to happen as my first kiss. Okay so I'm still hoping my first kiss will be J but if there is someone else, then thats fine too. Okay so this is how it hopefully goes. Boy: Close your eyes Me: Why??? Boy: Just do it. Me: (closes eyes) Boy: Now tell yourself that you are pretty. Me: I can't. Boy: Just do it! Me: (sighs) Okay fine, I'm pretty. Boy: (kisses me). And that's how I want it tp go :). Well, taht's what happened in the movie. Anyway, I'm not looking forward to sleeping at Is but I have no choice in the matter. I wouldn't mind just going there, but sleeping there... (sigh). I honestly hate sleepovers. Well, I don't have much else to say so I'll just go now...

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