• I don't seem to be good at anything anymore. I can't even play the piano like i used to. I'm like the walking dead, i just can't do anything. I can't even fall in love right... You know, only two people in my life know how i feel about everything. And they're so far away. The irony. Hah. I try and be myself more when i talk to them. They umderstand why i am the way i am. No one else would. No one here anyway. People have told and still tell me i'm pretty, i'm beautiful and i'll break a lot of hearts. But it's not true. I'm not pretty, and the only heart that breaks is mine. From one girl to another, how would it feel if you were only asked out by guys in their 40s and 50s? I almost dated a 30-year-old once, but it was stopped by my mum and her cousin. That's the problem when you look older than you are. It all really started kicking off when i was about 13. Even my mate i'm sure was trying to get to me before he realised (remembered lol) i was only 15 at the time. It's so easy for him to tell me how i should feel, living his life of luxury. I have no one who feels the same way i do. I just hope something changes in my life soon. I'd give anything for things to be different...

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