• 2 weeks.... ..And I feel a little wiser, a little older, a little more melancholy. A little less confused but still not understanding. I can't see a thing. Not a damn thing. But I know life will just roll on, and we'll all just float on, so what have I got to worry about? Actually I'm not worrying at all...I'm merely consumed by nostalgia and the empty feeling of a misplaced love. And it's both comforting and saddening to know that he still feels for me...Ach, I really need to just man up. I need a distraction. And Biology doesn't distract me, unfortunately. None of my exams do. It's all just a pile of bumfluff! 'Oh, bother' has become my mantra. What was my mantra before?...Oh, that's right, "Love is the greatest force in the world." Shite,girl, just hang it all and stop being an emo love-obsessed poet, and maybe you'll be alright... Okay. I'm a little screwed. There is nothing worse than lingering uncertain in-between-ness. If I ever needed God, it's right now. You seem so bloomin far away, jeanie mac, it's as if I hardly know You. And what makes it all worse is that he may never believe what I told him....I seriously tried my best, God...I know my best sucked, but I was such a chicken. And now he may pay for it. Well, it comforts me to know that he may never have accepted You even if i was outright and blunt. But please, please, give him a chance, give him a sign, let him know...let me know, too. I'm lost, and I know the edge of a cliff is somewhere nearby...I just need a guiding hand. Aherm, so, if anyone's still reading this, shucks! you're a demmed interesting person. Haha...I'm just having issues for the first time in a long time, and just need some means of getting it out. Peace out. ♥

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