• Okay, so I have this strange feeling that something special is going to happen on the 9th. I don't know why the 9th, but that's just the day. Don't ask me why, I really don't know, tehre is just something aobut that day, and I feel like something weird is going to happen on that day. I can't tell if it will be good or bad, but I know something. (sigh) I guess now that I'm expecting somehting weird to happen on that day, it's probably not going to happen. Oh well, we'll see. Anyway, so I was talking to Teagan today, adn her an Jif are just the cutest thing you ever did see. (sigh) I guess I will just be the last one to have something nice happehn to me, you know, to do with boys. I just really don't want to be the last one to have my first kiss, or my first boyfriend. It just sucks that hardly any of the boys are taller than me. It's so unfair! Teagan just has it all. Nothing is wrong with her life. It's so unfair! She is just the luckiest person ever. There is nothing bad that could ever happen to her. (sigh). I can understand why nobody likes me though. I'm not pretty, smart, funny or fun to talk to. I actually think I'm like, the hardest person ever to talk to! (sigh) I don't mean to be. I'm just not the outgoing type of person. Look at me, I say that, yet I'm willing to write down all of this for 10 000 000 000 people to read. I'm an idiot. I dont even know what's going on. I know that there is somethign going on, because I just always want to burst out in tears, but I don't know why. What is the matter with me??!!!! I'm just going to listen to Blondie. Debby Harris seems to know everything. (sigh). I should probably just stop thinking about things. I should stop caring abot things. From now on, I won't care about anything. It won't be easy, but I think I can manage it. Well, I'll just have to try my best. Well, I'm going off now. I need to because Emily wants to go on. I hate her, I'm telling you, she is the biggest bitch known to humanity. (sigh) But what do I care?

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