• reading all those old journal entries, well it feels like a million years ago. and it kind of reconfirms the fact that it really wasn't working. i just hope, maybe, that in the future, we could start again, who knows? i would still truly love to spend my entire life with you. and i guess, really it's going to take time. i need to remember that. Jay, i don't know if you read this, but if you do, try not to let it affect you, i need somewhere just to write everything, i'm trying to keep how i feel off tumblr, because i'd assume you see my stuff on there more. and it's not all to do with you, i feel shit because it's winter, i'm stressed etc etc etc i think i'm going to cut, i don't know, i've got two razors ready, gauze. i just dont know if i actually want to, if i'll be able to break the skin. i'm not. i just, can't be bothered. i'm too fucking apathetic.

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